I can feel flicking nerves under my skin. It’s been days, but it’s getting more frequent.
I’m not hungry, but I’m eating because my mind tells me it’s lunchtime. I recognize that I’m getting irritable. On the other hand, I feel more normal—no nausea or discomfort. Just a regular me, on a regular day (with a lot of anxiety about life that I don’t log in my blogs).
In the evening, again felt feverish. So, did a COVID test. Negative. Last time, doctor was asking me to test it to ruled out.
Today, I was thinking that in 2024 I am writing blogs instead of video logs. Videos are more engaging, but my focus would be more on b-rolls, music, and other elements rather than just logging my experiences. It reminds me of my 75 daily vlogs about photography. Taking photos was the easy part, but trying to attract an audience eventually led to me derailing from photography.
