Day 54: Another Sleepless Night

[4:00 AM] What should I document? Another night, same story. The good thing is that I’m not frustrated today—I feel okay, though my nose feels a little off. I feel cold with the AC on, but just using the fan makes me feel oddly warm in a way that’s hard to describe. I’m alone, sitting in the living room, trying to sleep—or should I say, waiting for sleep to come. I might eat something sooner or later, even though I’m not hungry at all. I’m determined to weigh 87 kg next Tuesday, and eating at this hour won’t make it easy, but it’s definitely possible.

I went to bed around 8:30 AM and got up at about 10:20. That includes time spent trying to sleep. The day went okay; some relatives visited in the evening, and I had a good time with their kids. Dinner was nice—rice, daal, paneer, and kaddi. And of course, green chili.

The whole day I felt off—acidic and with a heavy head. Now, I’m planning to take a sleeping pill and head to bed soon.