Day 84: Frustrated 

I am not sure if it is due to lack of Ozempic doses or in general. I am angry and frustrated due to the simple series of fact. Sometime, I feel time is testing me.

I have been practicing a positive mindset for a while. What choice do I have? I’ve spent my entire life living like an ordinary person, trying to reason through things with logic. But it isn’t always helpful. I need a breakthrough, and for that, I must believe in things that may not make sense. Should I think that’s just my luck and give up? Instead, I need to reframe and rephrase, like saying, ‘This must have a higher purpose, something I can’t understand now but, will in the future.’ There were times when I couldn’t connect the dots, as the saying goes, ‘You can’t connect the dots looking forward.’ I am here because I am meant to be here. All the emotions I am experiencing right now might have a reason—logical or otherwise—but it is what it is.