43: Mood Swings

I was in a bad mood all day and really wanted to eat junk food. Lunch was rice and black chole. The evening was terrible—I craved samosas and bread pakoras, waited for them, but they never came. I ended up eating snacks: instant noodles Indian-style and a few biscuits. Went for a walk but only for 10 minutes or less. I was so frustrated. Ate dinner just for the sake of it. Watched some old songs, and now here I am writing about my day. It wasn’t a bad day, just a strange one. I’m not sleepy but mentally tired. Well, tomorrow is another day.

I weighed 98.8 kg this morning, so not bad—the number is going down, and that’s the right direction.